Friday, August 30, 2024

MOST terrifying DREAM

 1 Peter 5:8

King James Version

8 Be sober, be vigilant; 

because your adversary the devil, 

as a roaring lion, 

walketh about, 

seeking whom he may devour:


Ever had bad dreams?

The threatening kind?

Paralyzing your whole body?

What did you do?

How did you get out of it?

What saved you?


Before GOD made me born again, I had such dreams.

Threats of all kinds, paralyzing my body.

Starting 27 years ago.

Only my eyes could move.

My whole body was "frozen".

Unable to move.

My mind was active.

But I could not speak, to ask for help.

I could not mouth the words.

My mind "spoke" -- with GREAT difficulty -- the ONLY prayer that got me out of such terrifying dreams:

"Please help me, GOD!"


The dream would dissolve.

I could move again.

I "lived" through another awful dream.

And I'd take note of EVERY dream, good or bad.

I literally have notebooks describing, and analyzing those dreams.

But there was one particular dream that nearly "got" me five years ago.

About a week before GOD made me born again.

It's the cusp between waking, and still being asleep, that gets you alert.


I woke up to find a "swarm" right above me.

Covering the length of my bed.

Psalm 118:12

King James Version

12 They compassed me about like bees

they are quenched as the fire of thorns: 

for in the name of the Lord I will destroy them.


The "buzzing" insects were too numerous to describe.

I didn't even know what kind of insects they were.

But they felt like thousands of buzzing insects.

All tightly-packed together.

Hovering an inch above me.

Like sharp, tiny blades, ready to pounce.

Their combined sound was so very high-pitched.

Like nothing I've heard before.

As if they were communicating with each other, waiting for a signal.


GOD was merciful.

I got "AWAKENED" at the MOMENT of "attack".

I knew it was a demonic attack -- had TONS of those.

I prayed the only prayer I knew for such moments:

"Please help me, GOD!"


RIGHT AWAY, everything dispersed.

I was practically saved, in the nick of time.

That dream was the last threat to my peace.

The "enemy" wanted to try ONE LAST TIME to destroy me.

As if he could, when GOD's eyes had been on me, all this time.

We had a job to do.


The LORD allowed me to make TONS of mistakes all my life,

He knew it would be useful material for the work He wanted me to do.

FIRSTHAND material was best.

No theories, but true stuff to tell you about.

And now, I could team it up with Scripture.

By the GRACE of GOD, I lived to tell you all about it.

I've had many disturbing dreams prior to that.

You can find it through a fictionalized series of books on SPIRITUAL warfare.


And now, that "swarm".

That was probably the MOST terrifying dream I've ever had.

The MOST terrifying demonic attack I've ever had.

For it was up close, in ambush.

But my childlike prayer saved me.

The enemy knew what I was up to.

I would have none of him anymore.

I was to serve GOD, with ALL my heart.


Yesterday, I decided to do some research.

What was that razor-sharp "swarm"?

The closest thing to describe it was this:

Baal-zebub

also known as: Baalzebub —Greek form of Beelzebub

Meaning, most likely: “fly-lord” or “lord of the flies”.

-- Christian Answers


The very same demonic spirit they accused JESUS of:

Luke 11:14-15

King James Version

14 And he was casting out a devil, 

and it was dumb. 

And it came to pass, 

when the devil was gone out, 

the dumb spake; 

and the people wondered.

15 But some of them said, 

He casteth out devils through Beelzebub 

the chief of the devils.


So, that's what happened.

They sent the "strong" man to finish me off.

Knowing I was on to "something".

Of wanting to be FREE of sin.

Repenting of it.

Committing myself to ABSOLUTE truth.

And sharing with you my "findings".

They would have none of that.


That's what the enemy does.

They ambush you.

ESPECIALLY if GOD's eyes are on you.

They will sabotage everything.

Making sure you end up with them.

But have no fear, dear brothers, and sisters.

1 John 4:4

King James Version

4 Ye are of God, little children, 

and have overcome them: 

because greater is he that is in you, 

than he that is in the world.


TURN to the LORD always.

When in danger, of any sort, look to GOD.

PRAY for His HELP.

It always works for me.

I'm alive to tell you all about it.

Luke 19:37-38

King James Version

37 And when he was come nigh,

even now at the descent of the mount of Olives, 

the whole multitude of the disciples 

began to rejoice and praise God with a loud voice 

for all the mighty works that they had seen;

38 Saying, 

Blessed be the King 

that cometh in the name of the Lord: 

peace in heaven, 

and glory in the highest.


Since GOD made me born again nearly FIVE years now, I have not had such dreams anymore.

Sure, these demonic spirits still make their presence known.

And even "seen".

Even the stuff they're "up to".

And I take note of all that.

As I always do.

All the better I could tell you about them.


But this is how I live now:


My joy is in GOD.

He loves me all the time.


My faith is in JESUS.

He protects me all the time.


My eagerness is with the HOLY SPIRIT.

He teaches me all the time.


My source is Scripture.

It guides me all the time.


It is not a selective love GOD has for us.

He loves us ALL the time.

Have faith in that.


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Sunday, August 18, 2024

DREAMING of JEWS

 Matthew 10:22

King James Version

22 And ye shall be hated of all men 

for my name's sake: 

but he that endureth to the end 

shall be saved.


They walked warily.

Knowing they were not loved.

Wearing khaki.

Every single one of them.

Walking down Session Road.

As I walked up, the opposite side.

I, alone, took notice of them.


Their faces were sad.

Careful to remain unnoticed.

They knew what they were up against.

There could be a mob.

My heart went out to them.

I wanted to talk to them.

To welcome them.

And i wondered what they were doing in my city.

One after another, they walked down.


That was a dream I had, moments ago.

Very early this morning, about 4am.

What was GOD trying to show me?

What was He telling me about them?

What was He telling me about myself?


The look in their eyes haunted me.

They were sad, unloved, wary.

It was strange they were all wearing khaki.

From the neck down.

It was desert uniform.

All were unarmed.


GOD loves them.

Precisely why Satan hates them.

And there is that particular mystery of salvation:

Romans 11:25

King James Version

25 For I would not, brethren, 

that ye should be ignorant of this mystery, 

lest ye should be wise in your own conceits; 

that blindness in part is happened to Israel, 

until the fulness of the Gentiles be come in.


We cannot be high-minded against them:

Romans 11:19

King James Version

19 Thou wilt say then, 

The branches were broken off, 

that I might be grafted in.


Knowing GOD's plan for both Jew, and Gentile.

The Jews remain unbelieving that the MESSIAH had already come.

All according to GOD's plan.

Romans 11:32

King James Version

32 For God hath concluded them all in unbelief, 

that he might have mercy upon all.


We must love the Jews.

GOD chose them.

GOD loves them.

GOD is faithful to them.

Even if they had not been faithful to Him.

Who are we to defy the LORD GOD's choice?


A tiny nation embattled on all sides.

A hardy people, knowing no peace.

Satan making sure Israel is wiped out.

As if that will ever happen.

Deuteronomy 7:6 

King James Version

6 For thou art an holy people unto the Lord thy God: 

the Lord thy God hath chosen thee 

to be a special people unto himself, 

above all people that are upon the face of the earth.


GOD has a purpose for them.

Isaiah 43:21 

King James Version

21 This people have I formed for myself; 

they shall shew forth my praise.


I am aware of GOD's power, and authority.

Over everything, anything, and anyone.

I tremble at His wrath.

I love Him.

And yet I fear Him.


Only because I am born again.

SPIRIT woke me to GOD's TRUTH.

Which cannot be denied.

It is time to love GOD's people.

It is time to love each other.

Each one of us matters to GOD.

That's why JESUS was sent.

Luke 19:10

King James Version

10 For the Son of man is come 

to seek and to save 

that which was lost.


We are all in error.

But GOD doesn't want anyone to perish.

John 3:16-17

King James Version

16 For God so loved the world, 

that he gave his only begotten Son, 

that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, 

but have everlasting life.

17 For God sent not his Son into the world 

to condemn the world; 

but that the world through him 

might be saved.


2 Peter 3:9

King James Version

9 The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, 

as some men count slackness; 

but is longsuffering to us-ward, 

not willing that any should perish, 

but that all should come to repentance.


Know WHICH spirit you serve:

1 John 4:6

King James Version

6 We are of God: 

he that knoweth God heareth us; 

he that is not of God heareth not us. 

Hereby know we the spirit of truth, 

and the spirit of error.


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 Psalm 37:15 King James Version 15 Their sword shall enter into their own heart,  and their bows shall be broken . What an astounding dream!...